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Dec. 17th, 2009

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do me this favor, get out of my heart and mind.
and just be a friend.

Nov. 2nd, 2009

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:(

feel extremely horrible. :(
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disappear

Fu*k, i just wanna disappear...
Disappear like how you did.
Disappear like how your love has gone away.

it feels so wrong right now. to know that i'm slowly losing my loved ones. and as i want to pen down all my thoughts and feelings, i can feel something stuck at my throat. why? why do i have to feel like this? i'm losing it. dammit... dammit.
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i realised i've stopped thinking about life, about me.
i guess i just wanna be preoccupied by dance and studies.
i feel extremely horrible that i'm abandoning my assignment.

because i'm always the Plan B...

Oct. 29th, 2009

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i'm sorry if i've hurt you.
i'm sorry if i'm never understanding.
i'm sorry that it gets on my nerves.

BUT, i have feelings too. you're not the only one. don't be too self-centered.
both of you pamper yourselves with all these, but have you ever stopped and think?
please, please, don't say you do.
'cos all your actions are going against you.

i was so angry.
but, i'm more disappointed right now.
'cos both of you have changed.
changed so much that i don't feel the love.

have you ever thought of the consequences?
have you?

i'm just very disappointed and upset.

Oct. 28th, 2009

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period plus sick equals bad mood and no brainer and no assignments done. shittttt.

Oct. 18th, 2009

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missing someone i shouldn't be missing.

Oct. 12th, 2009

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as the tears roll down,
i really don't know why you mean so much to me

how i wish i could be like you, and fall in love with someone else.
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sorry

just by the corner of my eye, i knew it was you.
and up till now, it takes so much courage to look at you.

how many percent of the time was i looking at angel?
haha. 95%?

it hurts to look.
but at the same time, i want so much to look at you.

i don't know how long this is gonna take me to get over this.
three years weren't enough.

and every single time someone asks me out, all i can think of is you

sorry for missing you.

Oct. 10th, 2009

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passion

awesome dance pract.
but im tired. like really tired. haha.

its all for the passion!

Oct. 9th, 2009

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lol

guess what song is stuck in my head?

START OF SOMETHING NEW - HSM =.=

i won't deny i like their songs. LOL.
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crazy

i think i'm going crazy.
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i'm indecisive as usual.
confused as usual.
i need to stop the devil in me from messing with my head.

Oct. 4th, 2009

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f.

after awhile, i feel like i shouldn't be continuing this
i really don't know how and why

shit.

Sep. 30th, 2009

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passion

i have a gd feeling about this.
keep on improving...

Sep. 27th, 2009

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nothing i do seems right.
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sorry...

Sep. 23rd, 2009

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and i just want things to be better. and a few messages a day, does it counts for anything?
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>:/

sometimes i think you need to realise. that whatever you've blogged, is what you have been doing. don't say i'm different when people compare. because the truth is, you never cared. so don't bother. and when you call others bastards, then... hah, i think you need to reflect on yourself.

Sep. 20th, 2009

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>:/

i'll bite if you take him away from me
or even flirt.

yes, nasty. grrrr.

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